Cream Crackered

Hello Jen!!

(Tried to add you wasn't happening...couldn't see it on phone when typed in. I'm as @BeckLouBrown if interest ;) )

Honest to god, I have been abusive recently with curry, ice cream, pizza, chocolate, cookies....anything with smothered in fat! And I've never been thin, I when from a borderline size 24/26 down to a 14, but have now entered 16/18 club AGAIN!!

Having sat and read your first couple of posts I also want to join in! I want the will power! I think because I'm in a job I hate, in a living situation I'm not fond of it's difficult to gain any self motivation!

So I am hoping that through you I may gain that bit of 'kicking up the arse' I need!!

Much love, luck, and here's hoping everyone reaches their own goals!! Xxxx

Hey my love!
So nice of you to comment. I have followed you on Twitter! I remember seeing a picture of you when you lost all weight and thinking wow! You were still so pretty but you looked so much more confident. I remember feeling very jealous. I would see that hating your job/living situation as motivation. At the moment maybe you can't change those things but your weight you can! You did it before and you can do it again. Maybe once you have lost the weight then you will feel more confident and the you can concentrate on work and home stuff. You get me? A therapist once told me to always focus on the things you can change and not the things you can't control and its spot on! I can change my weight and i fricken well will!

First thing is buy the Paul McKenna book 'I can make you thin' I'm going to do a blog post on it tomorrow. It makes so much sense!

Please keep me posted on how you are doing!!

xxxx

I think that's the nicest thing anyone ever said about my past weight loss!

I think my Mum has that book laying around (it didn't work for her but I trust I should at least give it ago).

Going to try and wake up lovely and early for a swim tomorrow!

You should know that what you are doing seems to have inspired many people (I saw all the facey b messages) and that you are pretty lady! I hope the weight loss brings the confidence you are after!!

Xxx